Monday, July 28, 2008

Not feeling that well...

I was about to master school, but another thing fell on me. It's nothing bad, but it makes me sad. The kind of sadness that doesn't easily go away. It's more of a personal issue with someone I know, but my moral is kinda low... like... pretty much down the barrel. It wasn't really the time for social conflicts, not when I'm struggling to get my perfect grades. I don't feel like working on school work right now, but I know I have too (sigh). I wish I could write my story right now... it would be a good place to write down my current feelings, since things there are currently in the same mood as I am right now, but I can't... if I do, I will get bad grades. It sucks, really. I will have to deal with that conflict now... as well as school. It seems like mission impossible... but... I have gotten out of worse than this before, didn't I? Sure, you wouldn't know, but... I just felt like saying that, somewhere... so I can go back to reading this and reminds me that I have a goal to reach, in case apathy returns. Off to study I am! (leave)

Friday, July 25, 2008

School = Evil

It's that time of the semester again where I have so much school work that I can't work on anything else, or am too tired to work on something requiring a brain. My story is put on hold AGAIN for those two weeks or so, but then I will leave for home during two weeks, where there is only one computer and my sister wanting her internet time, which is like 6 hours a day, which mean the time I will have to write my story will be around... nothing. So... I guess I will have to wait some time before I can actually get my paws working on something again. It's sad... but I can't do anything about it... until I buy myself a laptop, that's is. Then I would write at least 3 chapters during my time at home, instead of 0 (one half, if I am lucky)