Feelin' down again...

I guess it was bound to happen...

...the whole weekend has been a waste of time... I didn't do half of what I wanted to do and I didn't even rest properly. It's late and I'm still up, listening to sad music and moping in my corner. My room is a living junk and I've not found the will to clean it yet. I had three whole days to do and what did I do? NOTHING!

DAMNIT! WHY DO I HAVE TO SUCK SO MUCH!!! ARGH!!! I WILL NEVER BE GOOD AT ANYTHING!! I'm a FREAKING loser! My manager is cool, he did a lot of cool things and he's great at his job. Yeah... I'm doing progresses, he says. Sure. That's all bullshit! He just wants me to feel good. I'm a loser and everyone know it! I can't keep my friends and I can't even keep my body and room clean! Do you know the last time I took a shower? 9 days ago! 9 days! And the dishes? 2 weeks! You would think that would make me want to do anything anything about it, but nooooo! I don't. It just doesn't want to work in my head. I'm a freaking loser. Damn it. Damnit. Fucking life!

Arghhhh!!! Meh... I'm not even gonna bother with the ciao...

Waste-of-time-ness

Hello everyone.

Today has been a total waste of time. I did exactly nothing productive. Well, except ideating for a new RP. And posting a few times on an active RP. But those weren't really what I wanted to do. Not that they weren't fun. But anyway... yeah... I feel bad. I'm hungry too, but I'm feeling too down to eat. Meh. I dunno why I feel like this. I should have called my mom today too. I suck. Ciao.

The empty post

I was supposed to say a lot of funny things (according to me), but now I`ve lost the desire to. I'm just going to plainly say stuff instead. I've started working on a new feature today and I might bring it to completion tomorrow. That would awesome. That's pretty much I wanted to say, minus the stupidness. Ciao everyone.

Computer break

My day was rudely interrupted by my zompiter blewinh up. The good news is that it is no longer blown up this morning, but data was lost and many things don't work, including internet. My computer called it an hardware failure, so we all know which piece is guilty of the crime *glare at the hard drive*. So, I will try to save some data and look for a better laptop...

And no, I'm not even in the mood for character play. Ciao.