Thursday, February 18, 2010

Break Day 2: Social Awkwardness

Hello everyone,

Yesterday, I set myself a few winter themed goals. Let see how it went.

ActivitySuccess
Go showel snow100%: That was easy
Take a walk in the wild110%: Not only I did walk, but I stopped at a neightbor's house, did some social, played with snow and had a good reminsing of my childhood. It was nice.
Take a shower and shave120%: Not only did I do that, but I brushed my teeth, my glasses and other stuff.
Do no stressing things85%: Again, I wasn't completely able to feel perfectly good. There was one small moment where I worried about school and another one where I worried about the hypothetical situation where I would return on Skype in a few days and find no word of worry about me in the whole logs, which would prove my fears that no one there is a friend and cares about me anymore. I don't wanna have to leave that place, but I will have to if nobody cares. That's a scary thought.


Conclusion: Really great day, except for those small parts with worries. I think that if I keep going this way, I should feel better by the end of the week.

There's a little something that isn't in that list, but did bother me some yesterday. My sister is trying to match me with a girl who's like me, like, small, kinda direct with her thoughts and feeling, who RP and other things like that. The list is long. That's a bit scary, yet also exciting, but mostly just weird. I dunno what will happen on that topic, but it doesn't help me relax.

Anywho, today, I will focus on social activities, like I said yesterday.

ActivityReason
Help my mom with stuffHelping others is always nice.
Play a board game with momI like board games and I promised her to do that during the holiday vacations and I didn't
Play a non-competitive video game with my siblingsGames are fun. I will have to make sure I don't try to be competitive anyway, though.
Call my bro for his bochia sport thingyI should have done that a few days ago.
Do no stressing thingsWell, that one is a giving by now. I aim for 90%, this time.


That's a nice list of goals. I have no idea what I will do Friday, on my last day home. I guess I will see tomorrow.

Ciao!

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