Yup, after 17 straight days of couch potato-ing, the Vancouver's Olympics Games are finally over... sadly. I discovered a new sport, curling, and I lived great moments and a lot of stressful times. The Hockey game last afternoon ended up the most stressful thing ever (Darn USA tieing it up with 22 seconds to go), but it was worth it in the end.
Hmm... so I guess I should do that list, but I'm lazy, so I'm just gonna write it down as a text. I will buy food, do stuff and other stuff. I'm not sure which stuff, but stuff that's going to involve school stuff. Yay!
Monday, March 1, 2010
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
100th post!!! Weeeee... zzzz.... *sleep*
Hello me,
You know what they say about curiosity killed the cat? Well... *yawn* ...apparently, being honest hurt people. Would you believe it? Honesty can be hurtful. And to top it, girls are illogical and they know it. My whole view of the world was shaken last night! On the good side, I've unearthed mysterious things about socialness and RPed something different. On the bad side, I didn't sleep much. On the much bad side, I'm very, veeery tired. Whoopsy.
Conclusion: I... *faint*
Today: ... *throws a rock at Yesterday*
...sleeeeeeeep... *cry*
No Ciao.
PS: 100th post, weeeeeeee!
You know what they say about curiosity killed the cat? Well... *yawn* ...apparently, being honest hurt people. Would you believe it? Honesty can be hurtful. And to top it, girls are illogical and they know it. My whole view of the world was shaken last night! On the good side, I've unearthed mysterious things about socialness and RPed something different. On the bad side, I didn't sleep much. On the much bad side, I'm very, veeery tired. Whoopsy.
| Activity | Success | |
| Work 7 hours on the project, without distractions | 100%: Yup! That worked! | |
| Make sure not to talk to Cy about homework | 100%: Yup! But sadly, it didn't work too well in the end, a few hours later. >_> | |
| Make a nice dinner | 80%: I kind of waited late to make the said nice dinner | |
| Go sleep at 10PM | 0%: 3AM = *wanna die* |
Conclusion: I... *faint*
Today: ... *throws a rock at Yesterday*
| Activity | Reason |
| Work 7 hours on the project, without distractions | Ya know why |
| Survive today | With it being the space RP night, me not having fod, me being dead tired, me needing sleep... owwie... |
...sleeeeeeeep... *cry*
No Ciao.
PS: 100th post, weeeeeeee!
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
School and homework
Hello me,
The first day back to school went good enough. I definitely feel an improvement.
Conclusion: Still a bit of trouble with the sleep aspect. If I don't make sure it's fixed soon, it could get problematic. Helping once is nice, but if I'm too tired, I'm going to help hurting more globally than I help.
There isn't much to say today. I'm going to have similar goals to yesterday, with an added goal. So much I did a bit of copy paste!
It should be easy enough. As an ending note, I feel a bit bad that I can't be on Skype. I want to be home at evenings to relax, but it means I can't be at school, which is the only place I can log on Skype from. I'm trying to get Skype on my BB, but it's not fully activated because it's broken, so I don't see any way to add the program on it with the ways provided. It sucks.
So, ciao!
The first day back to school went good enough. I definitely feel an improvement.
| Activity | Success |
| Work 7 hours on the project, without distractions | 100%: Yup, working only on normal hours is nice. |
| Buy food | 100%: Done, but it cost me so little I didn't get deduction. Oh well, at least it's done. |
| Make a nice dinner | 80%: I kind of could have added a bit more to that dinner |
| Go sleep at 10PM | 50%: I went to sleep somewhere between midnight and 1AM, but it was out of helping someone and I did menage to set myself some limit, so it's half a success |
Conclusion: Still a bit of trouble with the sleep aspect. If I don't make sure it's fixed soon, it could get problematic. Helping once is nice, but if I'm too tired, I'm going to help hurting more globally than I help.
There isn't much to say today. I'm going to have similar goals to yesterday, with an added goal. So much I did a bit of copy paste!
| Activity | Reason |
| Work 7 hours on the project, without distractions | Well, I gotta work during normal hours, so I can relax on evenings, like I should |
| Make sure not to talk to Cy about homework | To avoid becoming pushy and annoying. Past taught me that helping comes with social rules. |
| Make a nice dinner | I kind of messed up with that yesterday because I was relaxing too much. |
| Go sleep at 10PM | Sleep is needed |
It should be easy enough. As an ending note, I feel a bit bad that I can't be on Skype. I want to be home at evenings to relax, but it means I can't be at school, which is the only place I can log on Skype from. I'm trying to get Skype on my BB, but it's not fully activated because it's broken, so I don't see any way to add the program on it with the ways provided. It sucks.
So, ciao!
Monday, February 22, 2010
Past, present and future
Post died. Apparently. Now it's a thing of the past. Too bad. Not rewriting it. Look at the next post for the objectives of this day. The objectives for the day before were all 100% anyway.
Friday, February 19, 2010
Break Day 4: Bro town fun
Hello.
Second entry today, because I won't have time tomorrow morning to post my entry, then I won't have Internet until Sunday morning, so here it comes:
Conclusion: Well, it could be worse. Stupid more manual work today and more dust in my lungs. It will all be fine tomorrow, though. Yay.
As for tomorrow, it's gonna be a simple day. Back to Sherbrooke, but not back to Internet-land yet. MSN, maybe, but my phone is kinda dead. Either way, it's gonna be my last break day, so let see how I intend to make it good.
I'm done. Now time to go play that board game!
Ciao!
Second entry today, because I won't have time tomorrow morning to post my entry, then I won't have Internet until Sunday morning, so here it comes:
| Activity | Success |
| Do no stressing things | 90%: I did a lot of fun things today, others than a few roughs words to "friends", so I guess that's good for a last day home. |
Conclusion: Well, it could be worse. Stupid more manual work today and more dust in my lungs. It will all be fine tomorrow, though. Yay.
As for tomorrow, it's gonna be a simple day. Back to Sherbrooke, but not back to Internet-land yet. MSN, maybe, but my phone is kinda dead. Either way, it's gonna be my last break day, so let see how I intend to make it good.
| Activity | Reason |
| Go to bochia with my bro. | Well, I promised and it's gonna be nice sport |
| Clean myself fully | I would have done so earlier, but we destroyed the bathroom today at home to make it anew later this week. |
| Make a nice dinner | Good way to celebrate my return to normal life with good food |
| Do no stressing things | Last day of that thing. Go, 100%! |
I'm done. Now time to go play that board game!
Ciao!
Break Day 3: Relaxation?
Hello.
Yesterday hasn't been as good as expected, although it hadn't really been my fault, partly. The social part kinda fell appart, since nobody wanted to play with me, mainly because people were busy with stuff. I tried though, so that gotta count for something, right?
Conclusion: It could have been a good day, had I not been stupid. I think I've learned my lesson.
For today, I have no real goal set in mind. It is, afterall, the last day I spend at home. I think I will keep it simple:
Ciao!
Yesterday hasn't been as good as expected, although it hadn't really been my fault, partly. The social part kinda fell appart, since nobody wanted to play with me, mainly because people were busy with stuff. I tried though, so that gotta count for something, right?
| Activity | Success |
| Help my mom with stuff | 100%: I did the best I could to help her |
| Play a board game with mom | 100%: I did offer, but she ended up too tired to play once she was done with her stuff |
| Play a non-competitive video game with my siblings | 100%: Again, I offered, but nobody wanted to play. It didn't help that one of my sisters wasn't there. |
| Call my bro for his bochia sport thingy | 100%: I called him and everything is set. |
| Do no stressing things | 50%: While I did keep sutff outta my mind, I went too fast while helping mom and got tons of wood dust in my throaty and lungs. Result, I ended up coughing in bed all afternoon. Not my idea of relaxation. |
Conclusion: It could have been a good day, had I not been stupid. I think I've learned my lesson.
For today, I have no real goal set in mind. It is, afterall, the last day I spend at home. I think I will keep it simple:
| Activity | Reason |
| Do no stressing things | I think you know why by now. |
Ciao!
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Break Day 2: Social Awkwardness
Hello everyone,
Yesterday, I set myself a few winter themed goals. Let see how it went.
Conclusion: Really great day, except for those small parts with worries. I think that if I keep going this way, I should feel better by the end of the week.
There's a little something that isn't in that list, but did bother me some yesterday. My sister is trying to match me with a girl who's like me, like, small, kinda direct with her thoughts and feeling, who RP and other things like that. The list is long. That's a bit scary, yet also exciting, but mostly just weird. I dunno what will happen on that topic, but it doesn't help me relax.
Anywho, today, I will focus on social activities, like I said yesterday.
That's a nice list of goals. I have no idea what I will do Friday, on my last day home. I guess I will see tomorrow.
Ciao!
Yesterday, I set myself a few winter themed goals. Let see how it went.
| Activity | Success |
| Go showel snow | 100%: That was easy |
| Take a walk in the wild | 110%: Not only I did walk, but I stopped at a neightbor's house, did some social, played with snow and had a good reminsing of my childhood. It was nice. |
| Take a shower and shave | 120%: Not only did I do that, but I brushed my teeth, my glasses and other stuff. |
| Do no stressing things | 85%: Again, I wasn't completely able to feel perfectly good. There was one small moment where I worried about school and another one where I worried about the hypothetical situation where I would return on Skype in a few days and find no word of worry about me in the whole logs, which would prove my fears that no one there is a friend and cares about me anymore. I don't wanna have to leave that place, but I will have to if nobody cares. That's a scary thought. |
Conclusion: Really great day, except for those small parts with worries. I think that if I keep going this way, I should feel better by the end of the week.
There's a little something that isn't in that list, but did bother me some yesterday. My sister is trying to match me with a girl who's like me, like, small, kinda direct with her thoughts and feeling, who RP and other things like that. The list is long. That's a bit scary, yet also exciting, but mostly just weird. I dunno what will happen on that topic, but it doesn't help me relax.
Anywho, today, I will focus on social activities, like I said yesterday.
| Activity | Reason |
| Help my mom with stuff | Helping others is always nice. |
| Play a board game with mom | I like board games and I promised her to do that during the holiday vacations and I didn't |
| Play a non-competitive video game with my siblings | Games are fun. I will have to make sure I don't try to be competitive anyway, though. |
| Call my bro for his bochia sport thingy | I should have done that a few days ago. |
| Do no stressing things | Well, that one is a giving by now. I aim for 90%, this time. |
That's a nice list of goals. I have no idea what I will do Friday, on my last day home. I guess I will see tomorrow.
Ciao!
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Break day 1: Snow warmth
I will be short today, since my online time is limited to this blog post and email checking. My goal for yesterday was simple and was accomplished easily, but I'm not sure it really work so far.
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Conclusion: Good day, but I guess 12 hours is obviously not enough to make me feel less stressed.
Today, I will focus on outside activities to take a bit of fresh air.
I'm hoping that after all that, I will feel less tense and a bit more open socially for the next days, where I hope to be able to spend time doing stuff with my family.
| Activity | Success |
| -Relax, do no pressuring activities | 80%: I did not do any pressuring things, but I wasn't completely able to keep stressing things out of my head. |
Conclusion: Good day, but I guess 12 hours is obviously not enough to make me feel less stressed.
Today, I will focus on outside activities to take a bit of fresh air.
| Activity | Reason | |
| -Go showel snow | A good stress release and there isn't much snow to showel, so it won't be draining | |
| Take a walk in the wild | Feeling nature is so relaxing. | |
| Take a shower and shave | Well, being clean will help me feel better too | |
| Do no stressing things | Duh |
I'm hoping that after all that, I will feel less tense and a bit more open socially for the next days, where I hope to be able to spend time doing stuff with my family.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Break time
Well, it finally came to this. Stress, pressure, school, all of it is too much and I cracked. I went to see my teacher and I got a break until Monday (after crying in front of him). No exam, no project, no report, only relaxation. To give you an idea of how drained I am, here's the progress list for yesterday:
Conclusion: So I do need a break. My list for today will be short.
That's all. Hopefully, things get better. Ciao.
| Activity | Success | |
| -Buy food | 100% done | |
| -No RP while school | 50%. I didn't RP at school, but I did at home. | |
| -Write report part | 0% I tried so very hard to understand, I worked many hours, but nothing came up | |
| -No project | 100%/td> | |
| -Go sleep at 9:30PM | 0% I went to sleep at 2AM, after killing myself trying to fill my brain with knowledge | |
| -Read logs on Skype | 0% I didn't have time to. |
Conclusion: So I do need a break. My list for today will be short.
| Activity | Reason |
| -Relax, do no pressuring activities | No comment... |
That's all. Hopefully, things get better. Ciao.
Monday, February 15, 2010
New entry
...well... I'm bored, going around all google related things for the heck of it and I noticed Kirb posted a comment on Nov. 18th requesting a new entry, so here it comes, about 3 months later. >_>
I'm probably not coming back here to write long entries about complains, but now that I think about it, it could help me to put some order in my life if I write down the things I wanna do, so I can look back and see at how good or badly I was at doing them and auto-evaluate myself daily.
So, here's my list for today:
I'm probably not coming back here to write long entries about complains, but now that I think about it, it could help me to put some order in my life if I write down the things I wanna do, so I can look back and see at how good or badly I was at doing them and auto-evaluate myself daily.
So, here's my list for today:
| Activity | Reason | |
| -Buy food | There's a 10% deduction if I buy more than 50$ on Monday. Bonus if I buy good food... | |
| -No RP while school | So work can go faster, so I can relax more tonight | |
| -Write report part | If I do it today, I will be able to relax later on | |
| -No project | ...too much of it? | |
| -Go sleep at 9:30PM | I went to sleep late yesterday and I'm tired | |
| -Read logs on Skype | It's probably long and I have to do it eventually |
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