*is a half-asleep chibi-espeon submissived by evil umbreon* Hi..ya.
I had stuff to say, tonight, but I forget. It was probably something. Important. Buuuuut... it happens. The pikachu is biting an apple in the tree and the tree is green. Hehe... random thought. SOOOOOOOO.... yeah... I'm tired. Kinda. Like. Very, very... a lot. *sob-laugh mix randomly* Heh... sniff... It's a great day. I enarly... worked today. Nearly. With an N and an y. I wub apples! And meat.
I feel like I'm being away from the topic... whatever is was. Yay, I compelted another sentence. Oh... ueah! I remember. Today, I... epic failed. At work. Because I didn't work a lot, nearly slept and played games on phone... kinda. It was more like stuff. And RPing and a shiny ship, plane, word typing thingy game fun. And RPing.
I like RPing.
Yeah, and about cheese, I think it should taste better sometime. But not that sometime. Other time. Ok. I think I'm starting to write stuff that is not sane. maybe. Peharps. It could be. Who knows? Sparktail? Magic? Kagai? Kai? THE POPE?
I like RPing.
And cheese. And chocolate. And cute. And sex. And RPing cute sex in chocolate in a cheese pot with people eating in it. will try to remember idea. Ok. Now I thin i'm done. Ci-a-o. Ciao. CIAO. CIAO!!!!!!!!
PS: I like RPing.
PPS: Eevee...sized espeon me.
Monday, October 5, 2009
Chemistry and pain
"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed."
Note: This is not a complain about the past and about a certain individual who will recognize himself, but about the future and stuff that can hurt.
I saw this little piece of text somewhere and it got me thinking. Not about it specifically, because I know that this statement is true. However, it is also true, in chemistry, than a transformation from putting two chemical together is often not revertible, so the day you wish to go back things were before, something doesn't quite work. Where there was H2 and O2 able to work independently, there is now OH- and H+ looking for something that's missing. So it got me thinking: is it really a good thing to seek to transform ourselves, if it's inevitably going to be destroyed and leave us in pain? In that light, I kind of pity my former best friend and his new best friend, because they fell in that trap and one day, one of them is going to be hurt greatly. Granted, this day might be very far off, maybe in 10 years, but it will happen, since nothing is forever. And that's sad. I conclude that to avoid such pain, people shouldn't do such things as heavily depending on others. Friendship is great and all that, but I'm kind of doubting it's worth the eventual pain of separation. Which probably makes me someone sour and stupid to the eyes of pretty much everyone in a couple on this planet, but I don't care.
This being said, I'm not immune to such change myself. I've already started to be transformed by spending time with Rougia. She's real nice, but I probably should start planning for the day she's not going to be there, because otherwise, I will probably be sad not to have someone to talk to or to do stupid playful RPs with. I dunno how I will do it, but I sure don't wish to fall in the trap of not having any escape door... again. That will probably make a nice discussion topic with Alpha tomorrow, so thanks to the two people who came up with that quote or at least took it somewhere to use it. I have a great duality to use here: The good brought by something and the potential pain from it, clashing. I do have trouble with that, since I fear the consequences of something, even if they are far off. I think being prepared is a good solution, but so is just not getting involved in the first place is. Yeah... in parting words, I hope nobody felt offended by this and that Rougia won't come to me wondering if I intend to stop talking to her to protect myself. The answer is no... for now. You never know how things can go. I'm crazy, anyway. Ciao.
Note: This is not a complain about the past and about a certain individual who will recognize himself, but about the future and stuff that can hurt.
I saw this little piece of text somewhere and it got me thinking. Not about it specifically, because I know that this statement is true. However, it is also true, in chemistry, than a transformation from putting two chemical together is often not revertible, so the day you wish to go back things were before, something doesn't quite work. Where there was H2 and O2 able to work independently, there is now OH- and H+ looking for something that's missing. So it got me thinking: is it really a good thing to seek to transform ourselves, if it's inevitably going to be destroyed and leave us in pain? In that light, I kind of pity my former best friend and his new best friend, because they fell in that trap and one day, one of them is going to be hurt greatly. Granted, this day might be very far off, maybe in 10 years, but it will happen, since nothing is forever. And that's sad. I conclude that to avoid such pain, people shouldn't do such things as heavily depending on others. Friendship is great and all that, but I'm kind of doubting it's worth the eventual pain of separation. Which probably makes me someone sour and stupid to the eyes of pretty much everyone in a couple on this planet, but I don't care.
This being said, I'm not immune to such change myself. I've already started to be transformed by spending time with Rougia. She's real nice, but I probably should start planning for the day she's not going to be there, because otherwise, I will probably be sad not to have someone to talk to or to do stupid playful RPs with. I dunno how I will do it, but I sure don't wish to fall in the trap of not having any escape door... again. That will probably make a nice discussion topic with Alpha tomorrow, so thanks to the two people who came up with that quote or at least took it somewhere to use it. I have a great duality to use here: The good brought by something and the potential pain from it, clashing. I do have trouble with that, since I fear the consequences of something, even if they are far off. I think being prepared is a good solution, but so is just not getting involved in the first place is. Yeah... in parting words, I hope nobody felt offended by this and that Rougia won't come to me wondering if I intend to stop talking to her to protect myself. The answer is no... for now. You never know how things can go. I'm crazy, anyway. Ciao.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Tripin'n Canada
Hello everyone!
I'm back from my "wonderful" trip to the Far East, which is much better than the Far West, on my opinion. Much colder. So.
Yeah... so the wedding. I went to a wedding, the wedding of my older sister with some american named Paul. So, it kinda started in a bad mood, because my mom was late to the bus stop, so I was nearly crying. We went to the bride's appartment and I took this picture of my mommy.
So, while there, I kept trying not to cry because of my previous bad mood and gave my sister 200$ for her wedding. A tad later, we went to the wedding itself and the ceremony. I took a few pictures of the beginning of it, until the lady priest started saying stuff in French and I was all offended that the husband-to-be didn't understand one word of what was being said and nobody tried to get him some English version on hand or something. So I sat in my chair, looked depressed and tried to not get angry or cry. Pictures:
From left to right: My step-father, my older sister, Mylene's arms.
From left to right: my step father, my older sister, her now-husband, his father, the priest lady, Mylene's hair and shoulder (<_<)
So, after that, I waited for dinner with a glass of wine in hand. After a while, I was so bored of waiting for food that I had one glass of wine in each hand... then I was soooo bored that I tried to mix up stuff. Needless to say, by the time the food came, around 8PM, I was wasted and I had left the room two times to go cry on the shoulder of Mylene's boyfriend. I tried to eat and it ended up in the bathroom. My mom noticed I was sick, so I was led to the car to sleep, which I did after posting on my blog to say I was wasted.
When I woke up, it was around midnight, the party was over and it was time to leave. The thing is, my sister Mylene had left earlier with my grandmother and had accidently taken the car keys with her. When I opened the car door from the inside to leave, the car alarm rang. We had no way to stop it and when I walked out of the car, all the doors locked. My cell, mom's wallet and all the other important stuff was stuck in the car. Needless to say, I spent the next two hours waiting for My's boyfriend to drive back with the car keys wanting to cry, then I slept a bit in the car, then I slept home. I woke up this morning and left for bus.
In a summary, I spent 95% of the trip home on the bus, wanting to cry, crying, drunk or sleeping. It was /real/ fun. Meh. Stupid wedding. *feel like crying again* ...oh, look, new RP post to write! That will make me happier.
On a closure note, I took a picture of Montreal while on the bus. That's a bit happier to end this. Ciao!
I'm back from my "wonderful" trip to the Far East, which is much better than the Far West, on my opinion. Much colder. So.
Yeah... so the wedding. I went to a wedding, the wedding of my older sister with some american named Paul. So, it kinda started in a bad mood, because my mom was late to the bus stop, so I was nearly crying. We went to the bride's appartment and I took this picture of my mommy.
So, while there, I kept trying not to cry because of my previous bad mood and gave my sister 200$ for her wedding. A tad later, we went to the wedding itself and the ceremony. I took a few pictures of the beginning of it, until the lady priest started saying stuff in French and I was all offended that the husband-to-be didn't understand one word of what was being said and nobody tried to get him some English version on hand or something. So I sat in my chair, looked depressed and tried to not get angry or cry. Pictures:
From left to right: My step-father, my older sister, Mylene's arms.
From left to right: my step father, my older sister, her now-husband, his father, the priest lady, Mylene's hair and shoulder (<_<)
So, after that, I waited for dinner with a glass of wine in hand. After a while, I was so bored of waiting for food that I had one glass of wine in each hand... then I was soooo bored that I tried to mix up stuff. Needless to say, by the time the food came, around 8PM, I was wasted and I had left the room two times to go cry on the shoulder of Mylene's boyfriend. I tried to eat and it ended up in the bathroom. My mom noticed I was sick, so I was led to the car to sleep, which I did after posting on my blog to say I was wasted.
When I woke up, it was around midnight, the party was over and it was time to leave. The thing is, my sister Mylene had left earlier with my grandmother and had accidently taken the car keys with her. When I opened the car door from the inside to leave, the car alarm rang. We had no way to stop it and when I walked out of the car, all the doors locked. My cell, mom's wallet and all the other important stuff was stuck in the car. Needless to say, I spent the next two hours waiting for My's boyfriend to drive back with the car keys wanting to cry, then I slept a bit in the car, then I slept home. I woke up this morning and left for bus.
In a summary, I spent 95% of the trip home on the bus, wanting to cry, crying, drunk or sleeping. It was /real/ fun. Meh. Stupid wedding. *feel like crying again* ...oh, look, new RP post to write! That will make me happier.
On a closure note, I took a picture of Montreal while on the bus. That's a bit happier to end this. Ciao!
Bus Time, part 2
Hello everyone.
I have a lot to say about the wedding and its unfortunate events, but I will wait until I'm home, because it comes with a few pictures and a lot of talking, which I can't do on my phone. So, I will narrate my bus trip back to Ottawa, as promised.
11:40AM: I'm leaving home with my mommy, my sis and her boyfriend. Feeling tired.
12:50PM: I've arrived in Sherbrooke and taking the first bus. This part should be ok, with Rou being there for a while. A bit less tired.
4:30PM: Indeed, that part was a lotsa fun. Maybe a tad too much dwelving into perverted themes, but... *shrug* nobody's perfect. She's gone to bed now and I'm the bus leading to Ottawa, so it's time to turn on my laptop and finish Miya's profile. Oh, and I had nice hot dog lunch at 3, at Montreal.
6:00PM: Before I say anything, I wanna thanks Kirby Oak for his concern. I will comment proper in comments as soon I can. I apprecustra comments, though. So I have arrived in Ottawa. One hour to go. I used all my laptop batteurs in the last two hours to finish at long last Miya's character sheet. It actually took less time than expected, so I used the remaining time to write an RP intro for the pokemon vorum. The RP is heavily based on Darkest Tribe, but I'm sure FD knows that imitation is a form of flattry... Or something like that. I can't wait to me back to my appartment.
I have a lot to say about the wedding and its unfortunate events, but I will wait until I'm home, because it comes with a few pictures and a lot of talking, which I can't do on my phone. So, I will narrate my bus trip back to Ottawa, as promised.
11:40AM: I'm leaving home with my mommy, my sis and her boyfriend. Feeling tired.
12:50PM: I've arrived in Sherbrooke and taking the first bus. This part should be ok, with Rou being there for a while. A bit less tired.
4:30PM: Indeed, that part was a lotsa fun. Maybe a tad too much dwelving into perverted themes, but... *shrug* nobody's perfect. She's gone to bed now and I'm the bus leading to Ottawa, so it's time to turn on my laptop and finish Miya's profile. Oh, and I had nice hot dog lunch at 3, at Montreal.
6:00PM: Before I say anything, I wanna thanks Kirby Oak for his concern. I will comment proper in comments as soon I can. I apprecustra comments, though. So I have arrived in Ottawa. One hour to go. I used all my laptop batteurs in the last two hours to finish at long last Miya's character sheet. It actually took less time than expected, so I used the remaining time to write an RP intro for the pokemon vorum. The RP is heavily based on Darkest Tribe, but I'm sure FD knows that imitation is a form of flattry... Or something like that. I can't wait to me back to my appartment.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Bus Time, part 1
I'm gonna update this entry a few times today, as I will narrate my incredible bus adventure, also called boring hell.
6:15AM: Got into the bus going to Ottawa. I can see two people in the bus, including me, so it's safe to say that my stuff is safe. It would be interesting to note that I didn't get one second of sleep last night. This trip will test my ability to sleep in a moving vehicle.
7:10AM: Am in the bus to Montral. Nap time. Hopefully, that goes well.
9:20AM: Arrived in Montreal and now in the bus going to Sherbrooke. Home sweet home, I'm coming... In 3 hours 45 minutes... Heh.
1:40PM: Finally arrived at Sherbrooke. Those last 4 hours flew past me thanks to Rou. "Me" and I truly appreciate what you did this morning. You could have gone to sleep, yet you stayed, turning a boring trip into a pleasurable experience. You're awesome, Rou! On a related note, I also worked on Miya's character sheet. Only her mage specific stuff and merits to choose and I'm done.
This conclude this 7 hours bus trip. Stay tuned tomorrow for the trip back to Ottawa. Ciao! *go wedding*
6:15AM: Got into the bus going to Ottawa. I can see two people in the bus, including me, so it's safe to say that my stuff is safe. It would be interesting to note that I didn't get one second of sleep last night. This trip will test my ability to sleep in a moving vehicle.
7:10AM: Am in the bus to Montral. Nap time. Hopefully, that goes well.
9:20AM: Arrived in Montreal and now in the bus going to Sherbrooke. Home sweet home, I'm coming... In 3 hours 45 minutes... Heh.
1:40PM: Finally arrived at Sherbrooke. Those last 4 hours flew past me thanks to Rou. "Me" and I truly appreciate what you did this morning. You could have gone to sleep, yet you stayed, turning a boring trip into a pleasurable experience. You're awesome, Rou! On a related note, I also worked on Miya's character sheet. Only her mage specific stuff and merits to choose and I'm done.
This conclude this 7 hours bus trip. Stay tuned tomorrow for the trip back to Ottawa. Ciao! *go wedding*
Friday, October 2, 2009
Alpha and Omega
"Do you really want to ignore the pains that could done to you, because the truth could be scary? Imagine yourself at age 65. Imagine all those years of living in the unknown and the fear, of asking yourself every day if you will live to see tomorrow. Do you have any idea of how sad and horrifying of a life that would be?"
Yes I do. And no, I'm not going to let that happen to me. I won't let the unknown destroy my soul. I will fight! I will know, even if the answer could entrail my demise. I won't hide anymore. Thanks Alpha. You are the best person named after a Greek alphabet letter ever.
Omega: *looks very sad*
Aww... Don't take it like this. You are still the best eevee named after a letter of the Greek alphabet. You're awesome. *pets her*
Omega: *smiles and relaxes* Thanks...
No problem. I feel good tonight. I feel free. But I also feel sleepy. I'm up at 5 tomorrow morning. So, ciao.
Yes I do. And no, I'm not going to let that happen to me. I won't let the unknown destroy my soul. I will fight! I will know, even if the answer could entrail my demise. I won't hide anymore. Thanks Alpha. You are the best person named after a Greek alphabet letter ever.
Omega: *looks very sad*
Aww... Don't take it like this. You are still the best eevee named after a letter of the Greek alphabet. You're awesome. *pets her*
Omega: *smiles and relaxes* Thanks...
No problem. I feel good tonight. I feel free. But I also feel sleepy. I'm up at 5 tomorrow morning. So, ciao.
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