Past, present and future

Post died. Apparently. Now it's a thing of the past. Too bad. Not rewriting it. Look at the next post for the objectives of this day. The objectives for the day before were all 100% anyway.

Break Day 4: Bro town fun

Hello.

Second entry today, because I won't have time tomorrow morning to post my entry, then I won't have Internet until Sunday morning, so here it comes:

Activity	Success
Do no stressing things	90%: I did a lot of fun things today, others than a few roughs words to "friends", so I guess that's good for a last day home.

Conclusion: Well, it could be worse. Stupid more manual work today and more dust in my lungs. It will all be fine tomorrow, though. Yay.

As for tomorrow, it's gonna be a simple day. Back to Sherbrooke, but not back to Internet-land yet. MSN, maybe, but my phone is kinda dead. Either way, it's gonna be my last break day, so let see how I intend to make it good.

Activity	Reason
Go to bochia with my bro.	Well, I promised and it's gonna be nice sport
Clean myself fully	I would have done so earlier, but we destroyed the bathroom today at home to make it anew later this week.
Make a nice dinner	Good way to celebrate my return to normal life with good food
Do no stressing things	Last day of that thing. Go, 100%!

I'm done. Now time to go play that board game!

Ciao!

Break Day 3: Relaxation?

Hello.

Yesterday hasn't been as good as expected, although it hadn't really been my fault, partly. The social part kinda fell appart, since nobody wanted to play with me, mainly because people were busy with stuff. I tried though, so that gotta count for something, right?

Activity	Success
Help my mom with stuff	100%: I did the best I could to help her
Play a board game with mom	100%: I did offer, but she ended up too tired to play once she was done with her stuff
Play a non-competitive video game with my siblings	100%: Again, I offered, but nobody wanted to play. It didn't help that one of my sisters wasn't there.
Call my bro for his bochia sport thingy	100%: I called him and everything is set.
Do no stressing things	50%: While I did keep sutff outta my mind, I went too fast while helping mom and got tons of wood dust in my throaty and lungs. Result, I ended up coughing in bed all afternoon. Not my idea of relaxation.

Conclusion: It could have been a good day, had I not been stupid. I think I've learned my lesson.

For today, I have no real goal set in mind. It is, afterall, the last day I spend at home. I think I will keep it simple:

Activity	Reason
Do no stressing things	I think you know why by now.

Ciao!

Break Day 2: Social Awkwardness

Hello everyone,

Yesterday, I set myself a few winter themed goals. Let see how it went.

Activity	Success
Go showel snow	100%: That was easy
Take a walk in the wild	110%: Not only I did walk, but I stopped at a neightbor's house, did some social, played with snow and had a good reminsing of my childhood. It was nice.
Take a shower and shave	120%: Not only did I do that, but I brushed my teeth, my glasses and other stuff.
Do no stressing things	85%: Again, I wasn't completely able to feel perfectly good. There was one small moment where I worried about school and another one where I worried about the hypothetical situation where I would return on Skype in a few days and find no word of worry about me in the whole logs, which would prove my fears that no one there is a friend and cares about me anymore. I don't wanna have to leave that place, but I will have to if nobody cares. That's a scary thought.

Conclusion: Really great day, except for those small parts with worries. I think that if I keep going this way, I should feel better by the end of the week.

There's a little something that isn't in that list, but did bother me some yesterday. My sister is trying to match me with a girl who's like me, like, small, kinda direct with her thoughts and feeling, who RP and other things like that. The list is long. That's a bit scary, yet also exciting, but mostly just weird. I dunno what will happen on that topic, but it doesn't help me relax.

Anywho, today, I will focus on social activities, like I said yesterday.

Activity	Reason
Help my mom with stuff	Helping others is always nice.
Play a board game with mom	I like board games and I promised her to do that during the holiday vacations and I didn't
Play a non-competitive video game with my siblings	Games are fun. I will have to make sure I don't try to be competitive anyway, though.
Call my bro for his bochia sport thingy	I should have done that a few days ago.
Do no stressing things	Well, that one is a giving by now. I aim for 90%, this time.

That's a nice list of goals. I have no idea what I will do Friday, on my last day home. I guess I will see tomorrow.

Ciao!

Break day 1: Snow warmth

I will be short today, since my online time is limited to this blog post and email checking. My goal for yesterday was simple and was accomplished easily, but I'm not sure it really work so far.

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Activity	Success
-Relax, do no pressuring activities	80%: I did not do any pressuring things, but I wasn't completely able to keep stressing things out of my head.

Conclusion: Good day, but I guess 12 hours is obviously not enough to make me feel less stressed.

Today, I will focus on outside activities to take a bit of fresh air.

Activity	Reason
-Go showel snow	A good stress release and there isn't much snow to showel, so it won't be draining
Take a walk in the wild	Feeling nature is so relaxing.
Take a shower and shave	Well, being clean will help me feel better too
Do no stressing things	Duh

I'm hoping that after all that, I will feel less tense and a bit more open socially for the next days, where I hope to be able to spend time doing stuff with my family.

Break time

Well, it finally came to this. Stress, pressure, school, all of it is too much and I cracked. I went to see my teacher and I got a break until Monday (after crying in front of him). No exam, no project, no report, only relaxation. To give you an idea of how drained I am, here's the progress list for yesterday:

Activity	Success
-Buy food	100% done
-No RP while school	50%. I didn't RP at school, but I did at home.
-Write report part	0% I tried so very hard to understand, I worked many hours, but nothing came up
-No project	100%/td>
-Go sleep at 9:30PM	0% I went to sleep at 2AM, after killing myself trying to fill my brain with knowledge
-Read logs on Skype	0% I didn't have time to.

Conclusion: So I do need a break. My list for today will be short.

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Activity	Reason
-Relax, do no pressuring activities	No comment...

That's all. Hopefully, things get better. Ciao.

New entry

...well... I'm bored, going around all google related things for the heck of it and I noticed Kirb posted a comment on Nov. 18th requesting a new entry, so here it comes, about 3 months later. >_>

I'm probably not coming back here to write long entries about complains, but now that I think about it, it could help me to put some order in my life if I write down the things I wanna do, so I can look back and see at how good or badly I was at doing them and auto-evaluate myself daily.

So, here's my list for today:

Activity	Reason
-Buy food	There's a 10% deduction if I buy more than 50$ on Monday. Bonus if I buy good food...
-No RP while school	So work can go faster, so I can relax more tonight
-Write report part	If I do it today, I will be able to relax later on
-No project	...too much of it?
-Go sleep at 9:30PM	I went to sleep late yesterday and I'm tired
-Read logs on Skype	It's probably long and I have to do it eventually